在。但此时此刻，她已经去了上帝那里，并且永远，永远不会回来了。
我突然觉得，自己可以活在这世上，健健康康，平平安安是多么幸福！我有家人，有朋友，最重要我有完整的生命。
我的生日会，是在家里，拿着成堆的礼物，吃着蛋糕，唱着生日歌度过的。而那个女孩呢，是在医院过的。我在许愿时，她正在与死神对抗！我在和父母同学谈笑时，sofi在和死亡谈判！丹妮特意请了三天假在医院陪sofi，祈祷sofi能活下来，祈祷她们还可以一起在阳光下沐浴，在林荫小道上骑单车，在公园里玩橄榄球。可索菲，没能满足她最好的朋友的愿望。
“……the person who died was my best friend sofi. we meet in kindergarden. ever since she was 3 she had cancer. than the cancer went away when she was 9. last week she had a stroke out of no where. the stroke hurt her heart really badly and her heart beat went down. also her kidneys stopped working after a week in the hospital she passed away because the cancer appeared again and went throughout her body fast. she was only 13 and her birthday was 3 days before the stroke. she was a very good friend and a very nice person. i miss her dearly.
you would have liked sofi, too……”
这是丹妮给我发的邮件，她说，她非常想念索菲，深深地想念。索菲是个好朋友，好女孩。丹妮的父母离异，在国外这种事情很常见，sofi的父母也离婚了，尽管丹妮有兄弟姐妹