mom was always right in my eyes before. this is what mom implanted into my mind. every sentence she said to me was correct. so i got used to following her words. then there came one thing lately,  which made mom herself admit that she was wrong. the fact goes like this. although mom loves me, she doesn’t like girls. so she wanted all along to have a boy. but what she did violated the birth control policy of china. she was seriously condemned. it seemed that mom’s dream of having a boy had come to nothing. mom, i really thought you were right at the beginning, but i was wrong.